[She responds in text, too, because she doesn't want to look hurt or irritated; that's not fair, either.]

No. You're right.

Part of me still wants to scream at him, you know, tell him he doesn't deserve to feel this way. [The way she does.] But I know he loves her. I know he hates what he did to her, that he gets it now.

But I can't stop thinking about the life she could have had.