Yeah. Back then, I always... put other things first. [ said with a look that suggests, yes, barbara does the same and they both know it. ] But--
You know, I... hopped a train to Smallville, once, when she wasn't talking to me. To see Kon. [ yeah, read into THAT what you will, cass has definitely realized it's hilarious in retrospect bc. yeah. ] All that and... we just decided we were better as friends. [ she shakes her head, huffing out a little laugh. ] I really... should have known sooner.
[ speaking of kon, remember how viscerally uncomfortable she was with men looking at her on the cruise, babs ]
What I thought I wanted. From Kon, or any of the boys who... just didn't matter... [ she smiles a little. ] It was Steph. It always was. [it still is, she doesn't say, because she knows she doesn't need to. ]
I'm not... saying it's like that for you, just... [ you know. she has a feeling that at least some of this will feel familiar. ]
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Yeah. Back then, I always... put other things first. [ said with a look that suggests, yes, barbara does the same and they both know it. ] But--
You know, I... hopped a train to Smallville, once, when she wasn't talking to me. To see Kon. [ yeah, read into THAT what you will, cass has definitely realized it's hilarious in retrospect bc. yeah. ] All that and... we just decided we were better as friends. [ she shakes her head, huffing out a little laugh. ] I really... should have known sooner.
[ speaking of kon, remember how viscerally uncomfortable she was with men looking at her on the cruise, babs ]
What I thought I wanted. From Kon, or any of the boys who... just didn't matter... [ she smiles a little. ] It was Steph. It always was. [ it still is, she doesn't say, because she knows she doesn't need to. ]
I'm not... saying it's like that for you, just... [ you know. she has a feeling that at least some of this will feel familiar. ]